Strength

    

     For my own sake I have to grow stronger and wiser. To prove to myself that I'm not weak and pathetic as the voice in my head says all the time . To love myself as a whole with all the ups and downs should be a goal . I have to live without regret. Chasing a way the feelings that conflict my soul . This is the way for achieving true genuine strength that time will never change .

Truth and Lies

           There is no truth nor lies .Truth and lies are what the hopeless agreed on. There is a truth in every lie and a lie in every truth .What to believe I say both or don’t . It doesn't make a differences in both cases

Fucking liars



     People who should be a part of one's life in every bad and good situation are only a lie told to give others a reason to live and be used by the ones who invented this hurtful and destructive life that damage most people to the core of their existences . That's really unfair to not be a part of that person's life when needed the most. These people liars who say that they don't want to interfere and it's not in their place to say so. Okey let's imagine that they make a point which they don't but why do they only interfere when that person has good stuff going on. Why do they act fucking concerned when the truth that they want to take every good ,nice, and rightful thing form that deceived person and leave only the bad , worst and horrible stuff. Which is really unfair. For all those fucking liars hear me out .Yes your interfering and no need for your deceiving worries in anything just go and fuck with brains and emotions of someone's else. So don't include yourselves in that person life when ever you feel like it

Thoughtless Words

    

     People say that anger grows gradually. It begins with the person being upset then annoyed and finally burst with irrational thoughts going out of that person's mouth without even thinking about it like a volcano. When that person reaches to a stage of awareness and at that exact moment, the person is shocked with those thoughtless words that describes accurately what is felt at the moment or accumulated through time. From where does those words come from? Surely not from the brain because those words shocked the person who said them the most . Well in my theory that this reaction comes from the heart which takes control over the body for a few minutes as a defense mechanism against danger which is in this case the negative feeling that acts as a deadly poison which can kill the heart and soul of that person. The human body is so mysterious but what is more fascinating than that is the human sensations and feelings.

introduction

Well first of all ,I went to express myself with every thought that comes to my mind with no restrictions because believe me we have a lot.It's so hard to speak your mind without a later reaction that will make you regret opening your mouth to speak which sometimes make you hate yourself or maybe only in my case. I hate myself for not knowing better and making myself suffer because the stuff I want to say.It's not necessarily the big stuff even the smallest thing will have the greatest effect on your life.Simply choosing to walk right or left effects you tremendously without knowing or having a clue about it. I know I tend to panic a lot but I can't help it with a lot to say and know in this world .Yah and I found a song that express how I

feel in this world